After three days of traveling around the mission meeting our approximate 150 Missionaries on island , the very next day we had a 6 week follow up meeting with our new Missionaries and trainers. I did a short training on some health and safety tips and the booklet Adjusting to Mission Life which we are utilizing too. I told about our month before we moved to Taiwan which illustrates utilizing the tools suggested of memorizing fav hymns, scriptures and using humor. One of the last crazy weeks we were in Danville and we had so much to do and to process mentally there was a morning when we woke up and we both felt like we’d been hit by a train. We had been up til 1 or later every night for three weeks sorting endless boxes of stuff from our attic and garage and closets, and were exhausted from closing all our financial affairs and the emotion of it along with saying goodbye to our beloved home, friends and family. And now the day had come of taking down all our furniture and packing up for Taiwan.. as we laid there not knowing if we had energy to move a muscle I sang out loud “tho hard to you, this journey may appear...”. Then in response as an “ I feel you” Mike jokingly sang...”And should we DIE, before our journey even starts..." then we both were able to laugh at how it was so hard it was a joke! But then we were able to smile. Amazingly that as soon as we smiled and saw the humor and tried to be of good cheer I heard these words loud and clear in my mind — “Take up thy bed and walk!!” And as soon as I heard that I was able to do just that! I was able to get up out of my bed and start the day tho I didn’t think I could. Miracle! That experience helped me know that the hymns, humor and Holy writ are such divine helps to hearing the Lords voice and feeling His healing as instantaneously as I/we experienced.
I was told before our mission that I shouldn’t panic that I feel unprepared for this assignment because the Lord has prepared us. I have found that he has prepared us in ways I didn’t anticipate and those ways are bringing to our remembrances experiences seemingly small such as this one I just mentioned or other experiences we’ve had or the experiences of our children on their missions, or experiences from past callings —(so many from Mikes mission) or the testimonies of others that have taught us over our life’s courses. It’s amazing that as He promises in Romans 8:28 the Lord literally causes all things to work for our good in this way and in helping us do His work. I told the family this week that I’ve had to give more talks in this one week than I’ve given in my lifetime it seems. Last night at a dinner Hosted by the Area 70 to meet all the stake presidents and wives and families, he asked Mike to take 30 Mins in Chinese and teach them (oh poor Mike! But he did so well) then just when I thought we would have the closing prayer Elder Kuan said Sister Peterson would you please like to say a few words? 😬😬😬 A few words is all I have in Chinese so I thought here we go! Shared my testimony without any prep or notes! But they were so kind and said they understood my mandarin perfectly. Phew! Humbling process has not ceased since we arrived!! (Fortunately we had brought them a SF treat of Ghirardelli chocolates we gave to all and that hopefully focused their attention to their tastebuds and less to their ears hurting with my broken Chinese haha!)
Thursday was the train the Trainers and Friday was Mission Leadership Council where I shared some things I had learned from Elder Bednar’s talk at the Mission Leadership Seminar at the MTC. He talked about “Revelation and the Work”. He spoke at length of this aspect of recognizing and receiving revelation. He said that because the Holy Ghost is a revelator we can’t receive Him without revelations which come in various forms—some we’ve heard of as visions or dreams—but he taught another way is by “not knowing beforehand” that we were being led!
At the 6 week Train the Trainer meeting, the Assistants asked the trainees in their breakout if any had had miracles they’d care to share. Sister Zaitz shared that she and her Comp Sister Keeney had found an amazing family to teach just while walking down a street. They saw a man sitting under his make shift garage holding a baby. They felt impressed to talk to him and he, to their surprise, invited them in to his home to meet his wife and other family (much to the wife and family’s surprise!) They were talking and after a few minutes the wife said to Sister Keeney: I know you. do you remember me? Sister Keeney could not place her at all. But the woman remembered her. She said, “you gave me an English class tract a long time ago”. At that moment Sis Keeney remembered her but was so surprised because the encounter was so brief and the woman had not seemed interested. But because of that earlier connection which was a positive one for her, the woman then invited these sisters to stay and have dinner with them after which they shared a message with them. They’ve been teaching them ever since! They had been led there, “not knowing beforehand“ that they were being led and not knowing before hand that this woman was prepared! So amazing!
Like Nephi teaches us in the Book of Mormon in his getting the brass plates from Laban that the Lord prepares a way tho we go not knowing beforehand the how or why. Elder Bednar taught us that all things work together for our good. Tho we are ordinary people and don’t always recognize in the moment why or even that we are being led to do things. He said: “we don’t have to recognize in the moment that we are being guided by the Spirit, but just go and do your best to do good and you’ll be guided!” He also taught: “in the uncertainties God requires us to act and go and do our best. He said we frequently press forward without absolute assurance but as we strive to do good and become better we can walk with confidence that God will consecrate our steps. “Then shall thy confidence wax strong before God” for he said “it is not by marvelous manifestations but by humility that we are led and receive revelation! The Lord knows and trusts us and WE need to know and trust Him!”
I am witnessing that a mission is a profound opportunity to learn to know and trust God. (Proverbs 3:5).
This week as Ive watched Mike as a new Mission President I have seen the mantle fall upon him. I have seen and heard him say things and teach things I know he was given by God to do so. I have found my own mouth being filled with words and my heart being filled with love that I knew not beforehand that I would be able to say or feel. I’m learning that I must be willing to “not always know beforehand” and trust in the Lord we will see we were led tho we weren’t always aware at the time.
Yesterday we finally got to go to the beautiful Taipei temple across the street!! I love that in this temple you remove your shoes as you enter. Everyone there was so helpful and accommodating. It was so funny we were new and everyone met us and we didn’t know but Mike had my Chinese tag on accidentally! So funny!
Today I had the beautiful opportunity to go to a lesson with sisters Jensen and Zenzt of a woman they found through English class. In this mission since just last March through the miracle of modern technology and Missionaries who created a website for registering English class seekers, we have had 5,500 plus people sign up to come! This woman I met today named “Susan” was one and in hearing her tell of the hardships in her life but her always knowing and feeling God was watching over and helping her through her challenges I know she was led, "not knowing beforehand” to one of our English classes where she accepted to hear a lesson about Jesus Christ and is now taking the lessons to be baptized. Hearing her pray today was one of the highlights of our time in Taiwan so far. She said so humbly “thank you thank you God —I don’t know how to express enough thank you—for loving me and helping me find the way to be happy and find these such nice Missionaries who are so kind to teach me.”
Each time I bear my testimony in Chinese I begin with the phrases:
“Wo hen gaoxing dong chuan jiao shi” and "Wo hen gaoxing dong JesuJidu da daibiao". I truly am so joyfully happy to be a missionary and a representative of Jesus Christ! I know without a doubt that He lives and is sustaining us in our efforts to help the missionaries and others Come unto Him!
Jia You!
Ping JieMei
SF Treats/Letter we gave to each of our missionaries
Hualien and Taitong Meet n Greet (last one!)
President P teaching at Train Trainers
Skyping the fam at Bear Lake
MLC Goals
MLC Role Plays
Sister Jiaos amazing jello and chow mein for MLC
First training with Sister Training Leaders at MLC
Sister Tsai - my interpreter for Stake Presidency dinner (my name means vegetable haha)